The smudging of interwoven thoughts, musing, and poetry.

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.I am naked.
..exposed, vulnerable..
.I yearn.
..I crave..
.this self discovery.

                                   .drawn in pencil.
                                ..erasing mistakes..
                                .sketching new lines.

                             .smudging away faults.
                 ..the bad swept away with a stroke..
                                 .drew in pencil.

                            .perfection expected.

Supplicate

Shall I peel you apart, layer by layer
until you are naked for me.  Hands tremble as I
reach for you.  Lips parting as my mouth salivates
for a taste of you.  This fiery hunger that burns
me to the very core. 

I beg of you, feed me your soul.  Let me drink of your
mouth.  The taste of you filling me.  For this
intense craving can not be filled.  It is placated
for brief moments and then ignited once more.

©lavishtorment

Mask

Take off my mask you say

Revel myself you say

I hide myself behind a facade of what wants to be seen.

The truth hidden but reveled if you ever looked close enough.

You ask me to strip myself bare.  To risk. 

How do I know you won’t run when you see what is there.

The ugliness that is in me.

The insecurity that makes up this woman.

To shatter the illusion would lose me everything.

©lavishtorment

over you

I am over you.
Feel my heat
Looking down into your eyes.
Luring you under my spell.

©lavishtorment

If You Forget Me

I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms

by Pablo Neruda

(Just because I have always loved this poem)

used

bent, broken, body mangled
laying there spread-eagle
semen puddles on the ground
the remnants of your rape
drip from exposed bruised raw parts.
unmoving, unfeeling
the wastrel of relics

©lavishtorment

Cold

pieces of nails, shattered
scratching down the cold walls
the constant screaming
echoing within the
empty cavernous corpse

your presence is felt
the cold claw of your talon
ripping at flesh

those taunting eyes of
hollowed black
seeing all
seeing nothing

©lavishtorment

Teach Me

Teach me how to breathe.  Press your lips to mine, fill me with your air. Then take my own as you wrap your hands around my neck. Squeezing as you ravish my mouth. Show me no mercy as you take. Teach me how to breathe, so that I can fill myself with you.

©lavishtorment

a kiss

How I want you
To strip you naked, then cover you
with my hands. Tracing each line of
your body. Those hard muscles flexing
beneath my loving touch. The sharp intake
of breath as I lean close to cover your
mouth with mine. Tongue pressed between lips,
flicking over against your tongue. Drawing you deep
into me as I taste every last part of your
heated wetness. Feel me as I devour. The tip
of tongue running along your gums, over the crown
of teeth, up against the roof of your mouth. Then
tangling in a passionate kiss.

©lavishtorment

Journey

Journey with me; through time as our souls seek out one
another. To find the other, becoming whole once more.
It’s like we’ve never parted, a continuing love that
merely grows. No matter how rough the roads or how twisted they become 
our love will continue it’s journey, finding it’s soul mate.

©lavishtorment

Broken Glass

from bleeding eyes,
do they fall
shards of broken glass

tumbling over filthy dermis
shredding chucks of what used to be
vital fluids run,
the searing agony of pain
welcoming it with full embrace
to take me from this hollowed place.

silent pleas to the unseen eyes
lips parting to scream.
an empty voice of what was
or never has been
forever bound to bleed

©lavishtorment

free us

You make me breathless
Take my air, fill me with your love
Consume the deepest part of me.
Share with me the beast that lies within you
Free it… Free me…
Send us spiraling into the abyss of passions untold.

 ©lavishtorment

Will you allow me in

Will you allow me in?
Will you allow me to flow into your mind
wrapping myself around firing neurons, tangling your
thoughts with images of me.
Will you allow me to flow in your veins?
Feel me as I push through with every beat of your
heart. Filling your body with me. Consuming you with
my love.
Will you allow me in? Will you open yourself to all
that I represent. Will you risk the unknown.

©lavishtorment

I give

I give…
Into the strong hand that guides
I give…
of barest flesh
I give…
all that I am, imperfections and flaws
and still you take…
You are still there in the night, hand held out to hold me.

I give all…
that I can, trusting that you will keep me safe.

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